Today's offering, bestowed upon us from |The Grok|
Fears and worries come in all shapes and sizes. We are all familiar with them, in all their disguises.
It's not essential I pinpoint a 'specific' fear or worry, because, in essence, they're all coming from the same culprit; identifying with mindbabble.
FEAR
When ye whittle it down, there are really only two types of fear.
There's the fear experienced when there truly is a threat, which is a healthy survival skill we have to ensure we respond accordingly to get to safety. This is often instinctive, and doesn't have too much thought related to it. It is functional, and prepares us to either fight, flight, or freeze in the threatening situation.
And then there is the other type of fear, which is really a type of worry in itself. It's the giving of our attention to the mindbabble of possible threats. Potential downfalls. Potential ruin.
And these second fears/worries come in a colourful array of thoughts and feelings.
We may recognise a few;
- What if I can't get a new job?...I'll never find one now...I'm too underqualified....etc
- What if he leaves me? Does he prefer her? Will I ever find a mate who loves me?...etc
- What if I'm late for this interview?.....
- What if I don't appear attractive?....
- What if I get stuck in...?....
- What if......?....
- What if......?....
Often relating to past or future. Completely separate to the moment.
They're ideas.
Mindbabble.
Untruths.
Simple as that.
YET, we manage to tie ourselves up in knots of anxiety by feeding these thoughts with our attention, our additional thoughts, and negative feelings. And so, often they escalate.
And ALL THE WHILE they are assisting the situation in NO WAY AT ALL>
It's good to just watch this silliness within our own experience; see these ideas, these frets and fanciful and ludicrous ideas we're often 'buying into' without really challenging these ideas.
It's like letting unwelcome guests into your house, without a blink of the eye!
And they create havoc and ill-feelings.
Most often, these ideas of doom & gloom are incorrect and don't even materialise.
Yet we use a huge amount of energy and attention within these daydreams {or rather; day-nightmares!} conjuring up more imaginings and more anxieties along the way.
What a waste of our precious time!
Let's look at an example of fear/worry;
"What if I don't ever find a job I truly love?"
It's certainly possible you won't. Let's be frank.
Yet, it's also possible you will.
The future is not known, nor set in stone.
So we have a choice.
To dwell on this possibility of doom & gloom, perpetuating the unhappiness & worse-case-scenarios
OR we opt to let this thought come, and let it go.
See, mindbabble is part of the ego's tricks of the trade, to keep us trading; to keep us giving our currency of attention to the mind's thoughts, so our ego {false idea of the self} can be kept buffered & in tact.
This mindbabble is very alluring, as it pulls on fears and our sense of {false} identity; as a person who needs to be something and keep up with it's ideas of right/wrong etc.
So, in a true sense; mindbabble is unhelpful & false. Yet, it also doesn't tend to cease. And it can't really do any harm {without our attention, that is!}
It's like a sky of clouds. The clouds simply pass.
Ego, however, thrives on our attention being given to mindbabble; on our buying into it's ideas by feeding them with emotions etc.
Like I say, it won't really ever cease. A few yogis may discover long lapses of no-thought, but generally speaking; mind's think, and ego's fuel this uimpractical thinking.
It's human nature.
So, what to do? Fight these thoughts? Berate ourselves for having them? Force ourselves to run away from them, through drugs? Get depressed? Believe them?.....NO. None of these.
We simply remain as we are and OBSERVE them. Perhaps it's better to word it as;
WE SIMPLY REMAIN AS WE ARE AND ALLOW THEM.
They can do no harm unless we begin to entertain them, and be entertained by them.
So, sticking with the example I previously gave
"What if I don't ever find a job I truly love?"
-we can allow this thought. And it will pass.
Mindbabble is changeful and transient. Thoughts therefore are not often reliable or essential for our existence. Something is able to watch them. Notice this.
So, we've let this thought come and go.
Some may argue 'But how does that get me a job?'
And I reply 'How does fretting and worrying and allowing fears to take up our attention & energy & stress us out help us get a job we love?'
You catch my drift.
Thoughts of worry/fear, if bought by our attention, are wearing and draining. They do no help, and generally make us tight, tired and cranky. They take us into an unhealthy type of fight/flight/freeze, and make us feel stressed and confused.
Being in this state is not conducive to being inspired in our actions or productivity or pro-activity.
So, letting these thoughts pass is a tonic, a healthy step to being more present, in a clearer, more energised, calmer state, to enable us to take healthy actions, feel inspired hunches, towards getting a job we truly love.
And, unlike the ego & it's mindbabble, this takes an element of Trust in Life.
TRUST.
For, the ego, our small idea of who we are, is very mistrusting in nature. It wants to control, and has the idea it must do things to get happy, and it's full of a lot of nonsense!
Whilst, if we begin to discover a space between the thoughts and the one who is able to watch/allow/observe these thoughts, we begin to find a larger viewpoint on things; a healthier perspective. Our thoughts and ideas are seen to not be us. They are viewed by us.
And this comes through TRUSTING Life, and letting oneself be guided not by fears & imagined doom, but by our intuition and gentle trusting steps. Trusting that AS WE ARE LIFE ITSELF, we will clearly be supported & safe.
I bid you love and trust and freedom, taking gentle steps to letting mindbabble do it's babble, whilst you keep your attention on your inner guidance & trust in the moment.
TRUST, and see what unfolds. You'll be pleasantly surprised.